William Burroughs—one of
“Letter from a Master Addict to Dangerous Drugs” is crisp and concise, a clinical horror story of addiction and cure. I say “and cure” because of the low trials Burroughs went through in some of the ten attempts/cures he experienced to clean himself up. (Burroughs had already been using narcotics for twenty years by 1956. By a mixture of good genetics and miracles Burroughs (1914-1997) made it to his 83rd year.) Burroughs describes one of the treatments, the “prolonged sleep” cure, (excerpted below), in singular terms, revealing a particularly gruesome adventure into lost health:
“Prolonged Sleep.--The theory sounds good. You go to sleep
and wake up cured. Industrial doses of chloral hydrate, barbiturates,
thorazine, only produced a nightmare state of semi-consciousness. Withdrawal of
sedation, after 5 days, occasioned a severe shock. Symptoms of acute morphine
deprivation supervened. The end result was a combined syndrome of unparalleled
horror. No cure I ever took was as painful as this allegedly painless method.
The cycle of sleep and wakefulness is always deeply disturbed during withdrawal.
To further disturb it with massive sedation seems contraindicated to say the
least. Withdrawal of morphine is sufficiently traumatic without adding to it
withdrawal of barbiturates. After two weeks in the hospital (five days
sedation, ten days "rest") I was still so weak that I fainted when I
tried to walk up a slight incline. I consider prolonged sleep the worst
possible method of treating withdrawal.”
How can anyone react except in disbelief when exposed to this description? I'm not saying I don't believe Burroughs, but that my own tentative construct of the universe is so walloped in reading this that my only reaction is laughter.
Weird, but that's what happened when I read this. I laughed.
Side note: the photo you included should be captioned this way: One of us is not walking away from this conversation. I'm guessing you are going to vote that it be me. I'm okay with that.
Posted by: Rick | 24 November 2009 at 07:41 AM
How could you not believe a 20-yr-long horse junkie? Frankly, even if half of it was made up, there's still that other half. And I have little doubt that Old Bill knew what he was talking about. Also, he got a lot of mileage out of the Unfortunate Accident with his wife--he posed a lot with handguns and rifles and shotguns, but I have a doubt that he would use them. Much. Depends on the target, I guess.
Posted by: John Ptak | 24 November 2009 at 05:36 PM